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Sunday, 21 June 2009

  • What has happened to Selflesness?

    So, I sat thinking the other day. Why, are our lives so fast paced that we miss our moments to listen to God? We are unwilling to give up a weekend to help someone else. We are unwilling to give our time to help someone. We are unwilling to put away our wants and our desires to be able to touch the life of someone hurting or just needs a listening ear.

    Why? Why are we so selfish? Our time should be God's time! We need to spend quality time with our families and balance what God has for us. We should never be too busy to build a relationship with someone. It could be a better relationship with your spouse or your children or it could be a relationship with a total stranger.

    People these days yearn for relationships. They need to connect with someone. If they have no one then they are depressed and think life is worth nothing. We all know that there is a God out there that can and will help if we are willing to listen. There are people out there praying for that divine moment to happen and if we are too selfish to stop and realize the God moments then we are missing our point in this world.

    Here is an example. I went to church this morning (our first public service) and met a lady who began to tell her story of yesterday and what brought her to church this morning. She woke up and asked God for a sign. What kind of sign, I am not sure but she was searching for something because as she told this she choked back tears and was very difficult to understand. As she walked out of the grocery store she found a flyer and a DVD on her windshield. It was inviting her to Safe Haven this morning and the DVD explained what the church was all about. She could not get the DVD to work but she still came. She had found her sign from God. (Oh yeah, I was crying!) She talked with Troy and Julie for a second and I believe Julie showed her in to the theatre and helped her find a seat. We were all sharing the story as we had heard it. God does still speak in many ways. What if the group of college age students yesterday had decided it was too hot outside and they were too tired to go out one more time in that heat? This lady might have missed her sign and it would have been due to selfishness. We need to sweat a little for God.

    Another lady came in and I showed her into the theatre and said there was a lady that had also come this morning that she might want to sit with her if she would like. The lady chose to go straight there:) I joined them for the service and at the end I found them exchanging names and numbers! How awesome is that. A relationship was formed in a brand new church with brand new people. People who had never met became friends. RELATIONSHIPS! The other lady could have chosen to be selfish and sit alone and unwilling to meet new people in a new environment. She chose instead to step out of a zone we all know and to sit with an unfamiliar face. Was this all coincidence or God?

    We have to give up our time to build relationships! We should NEVER be too busy to touch a life! We need to be willing to open up our homes and make people feel inviting. I remember Danny Jones talking about how our neighbors should feel welcome enough in our home that they could come borrow a cup of sugar even when you are not home! I know our garage door was always open so the neighborhood children knew they were more than welcome to come in. They might not even knock but that was okay because they were more like family than strangers. Why not be willing to spend your time hosting a mission group, or maybe even family that needs a place to stay. Yea, it is a little extra work but in the end it is all worth it.

    My point is quit being selfish, step out of your zone, meet new people, build relationships, connect, and you will see what a difference it makes in your life and others! Give up your time for God. Do not wear yourself out or use up so much time you have none left for God but find your best qualities and use them!!!!

    Love you all ! God is taking me on a wild journey and I am so excited. Do I hear a Women's ministry calling in my future?

Sunday, 07 June 2009

  • Been Awhile! Lots of Changes!

    Well, I do not even know where to begin. Many things have taken place since I lost logged on. First, We have moved to Tuscaloosa, AL to be a part of a church plant. Crazy huh? We believe that this is where God has called us. As my husband put it, this is our fetter. This has been a huge transition for our family. Abbigayle misses all of her friends. She cannot just run out the front door and play in the street with numerous amounts of children until dark. It is kind of sad sometimes. She said she wanted to move back to Benton, AR.:(
    I have missed the socialization and familiarity of our neighborhood also. I was having a hard time with it until I came across something Danny Jones said, God is in control of my life, He has a plan, TRUST HIM! That hit me really hard and made me realize this move was of God, it is of God, and he has 100% control over my life and my families life. Now, my complete trust is in Him and I know He will provide. This step is a step of faith. As Troy put it this morning this is our first step to success, that is, the first step of faith that leads to where God wants you is getting in the car.(had to been there) The rest is God's lead. So, now I sit in the passenger seat and I am just waiting to see where God is leading me. I know many people have not seen the intelligent, counseling, knowledgeable side of me, but it does exist. I do know a little bit of something and I know I am going to do great works for God. He can use little ole me:)
    I am waiting to  see what God unfolds in mine and JT's life. I know great things are about to happen. I cannot wait to be used for His kingdom!
    Now, we are trusting God for jobs. I am currently seeking full time employment. How do I feel about this? I am okay with it for right now to help get our finances straightened out but my true desire is to be a stay at home mom.I am praying that God will help to make this happen. I love my little girl and I want to be able to raise her and the children that God will one day give us. Until then I will help get our finances straightened out and let Abbigayle go to preschool for a little bit:) She actually wants to. I think it will be good for her also. She asked me today on the way to church, "Mommy, I thought I was going to school when we moved to Tucsaloosa, Alabaaama.
    It is a little lonely sometimes and I do not feel really needed yet but I know that will change. You know me I need to be wanted and I need to help people it makes me feel so much better to do that. I love helping people. I am a true servant.
    I miss all my friends back home, keep in touch! You all are great!

Thursday, 04 December 2008

  • My Thoughts!

    Jeremiah 29:11

    For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when wou seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you, declares the Lord, and will bring you back from captivity. I will gather you from all the nations and places where I have banished you, declares the Lord, and I will bring you back to the place from which I carried you into exile.

    This scripture speaks to me as I go for my OT interview tomorrow morning. I know God has great plans for my life and my families life. I have truly found Him in the mids of adversity. God is an awesome and big God. He is more vast then we will ever understand. I am trusting in God for His plan for my life to be unveiled. God has my best interest in His hands!

Sunday, 23 November 2008

  • Lost

    I am in  a state of my life where I am closer to God then I have ever been but still lost in some areas. We are dealing with a hard financial time, like everyone else, but ours is self inflicted not economy inflicted. I pray everyday that God lead me in the right path and bless me for my devotion to Him. I have completely surrenderd my life to His will. I was reading in Jeremiah last night and it was talking about how a tree by the water digs its roots way in so that in time of extreme heat, drought, etc the tree never withers and bears much fruit. This is what I am doing right now. I am digging into God's word more and more seeking for wisdom and complete peace. He has me at such a great peace with most everything. It is my husband that I am at the least amount of peace with. I am getting there and by God's grace I will. And by God's grace He will put the desire to be closer to Him into my husbands heart. I yearn for the day I see my husband back in the presence of God like he was when we started dating. Satan is trying to do his work but God is so much bigger and doing so much more.

Monday, 10 November 2008

  • My Thoughts

    Daily I live to do the things of God. I am truly surrendering my will and life to Him. That is a hard thing to do but I know he provides and fufills his promises. I am waiting patiently on the day God provides me with another child. I do not understand this waiting but I know there is a purpose and a plan. I will wait patiently even though it is extremely hard. I am hoping I am pregnant this go around. I think that would make me happier than getting accepted into school. I am beginning to think that God's plan for me is to be a Mommy and not the provider of the family. God is awesome and He will take care of my family and provide what we need. I love Phillippians 4 it helps bring everything into context.

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